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Y Thursday, July 21, 2011

Music Is My Oxygen,

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Isit Me or its normal to always be reminded of ur ex girlfriend/boyfriend? its like whatever u do, u always think of the past that u did this before with someone u loved before. or like when u go to a place, u will feel sad cause it constantly remind u what happen in the past.
Emotions are pretty funny feelings which is hard to control in my point of view. yea hard but not impossible. been telling myself lately that all i need is TIME and something to do.
Honestly, i rather be in camp training to keep myself occupied! :D hahah! sound crazy uh! i been feeling very fucked up lately.
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alright, i soooooo looking forward to sunday night and weeks to come! a whole new journey await me and im prepared for it. someone ask me today "what would you do if spmeone u loved before is dying?" hmmm..... i wonder too...

And I Pee Everywhere I Go. LOL!

Y Tuesday, July 19, 2011

Music Is My Oxygen,

Hello Dear Blog!

Its Been Quite some time since i post something here. So here i am here once again. i dont care who is reading this cause im writing for myself. like in future i can just look back to the past here.

I was looking back at all the post from a few years back and it really made me smile:) From the ugly picture to all the nonsense and stunts i did way back. it really left a mark in me. From my last post till now theres a lot of happenning stuff that happen.

I am serving the country now hahahah! didnt expect this day will really come. oh well, i have to just hang in there for two years! it will be over soon! or NOT!:S
whats best now is im on MC cause i had an operation done on my stomach area. its kinda painful but its recovering well:)

i realise after the operation i actually appreciate the SMALL little things in life. From the food, to the people around u and even the ability to walk or stand and also to PEE. During the hospital days was one of the worst days of my life. OH GOD!
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Moving along, there is this girl that i met last year and i really loved her. yup, its the girl above in the picture. So my story with her was we met at work and started going out. We dated quite alot of times before we get tgt. I still remember that we went to malaysia tgt and she vomitted on my hand in public. its was embarassing cause we were tourists and people were looking at us. but who cares! i still loved her! :D HAHA!
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We go a long way, going to Thailand together, taking the cable car, shopping at the grocery stores and many more happen! BUT all good things come to an end. its my fault. If only i could turned back time to makes things right. yes, i was so stupid and i really regret. its was all to late when i realise it. I should have appreciate her more. i didnt put in much afford..
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She was the Strength that i need when i was in trouble and when i am down. She is always there when i need her the most. i just didnt see all this untill i lose her. She thought me what is love.
After losing her, i felt lost. Its like reading a story book with two part but u only start reading from part two and not part one. The feeling of not understanding and lost of directions.
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i do hope that i have another chance but too bad she is with another guy now. and it sucks cause the guy is the fella i really hate. hais... whatever it is i hope she is happy now. i do admit that i still have feelings for her but for now lets hope that she will accept me as a friend cause i dont want lose this friendship.
take care my friend.

now its time to move on!:D
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i have plans for my future already and its getting along well now. i hope one day i will be sucessful and come back to thank you for giving me the encouragement i need.
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Alright, thats all for now!:)

And I Pee Everywhere I Go. LOL!

Y Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Music Is My Oxygen,

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yay! :D
Finally got the motivation to write on this MUSEUM blog!
So Firstly, before i start of just wana say GRANDMA, I LOVE YOU! :D
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Just so u guys know that my grandma have just passed away to visit her husband in heaven :)
she was a great fighter, fighting with cancer for years even though doctor gave her a short term to live. GOOD JOB GRANDMA! now its time for u to rest and not suffer anymore.
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Just remember when i was a little kid she always cook chicken for me which i SUPER SUPER loving it! Those were the days! i guess life have to move on even when thing dont go as plan.
im glad i kissed u on the forehead before u go :D
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So, moving along.....
Hoshi, my HAMSTER, is SICK!!! she have not been running on her wheels! the worst thing is she sleeps upside down with legs up! everytime i visit her, i'll peep and see if she is breathing! she is losing alot of hair! oh man! dammit!
GET WELL SOON UH!
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This weekend gona Hang out with the people above in the picture. Not that we want to, but gona help out with Dzul's relatives wedding! so, gona be a little bit busy! BUT for those who is suppose to reply my EMAIL PLEASE do so cause i check my mail EVERYDAY WITHOUT FAIL! hahahahaha!
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alright, thats it for now.
will update SOOOOON again! (i hope) hhahahah!

:D

And I Pee Everywhere I Go. LOL!

Y Saturday, June 26, 2010

Music Is My Oxygen,

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Decided to start blogging:)
So, yesterday was one of my crucial day of my life. i had to leave someone who i really really lov for the past One year plus! its was soooo hard for me :(
All my life, i've never cried for a girl but i broke my record yesterday when i was at the airport.
My heart literally sang. i cant really take the pain :'(
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Its was a story of a boy who is in lov with a Princess but they could nvr be together openly.
i wanted to hug and kiss you and whisper in ur ears but i couldnt because ur family is there and u know what might happen if ur parents sees us :(
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All i was yesterday was like a stranger but i truely understand it.
When u bid ur last goodbye, i count the steps that u make till i cant see u from far.
it was killing me inside. tears rolling like pipes.
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i realised one thing yesterday after u leave.
When ur gone, i felt like im all alone :( i know that i will have to wait for u to come back to me one day. looking at all the pictures before, i know i was and still happy with u.
i'll wait for u to finish ur stuff before we plan ahead ok? (:
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and Danielle, if u see this please email me or give me a miss call. i really wana hear from u.
im like dying over here. hope to hear from u! :D

And I Pee Everywhere I Go. LOL!

Y Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Music Is My Oxygen,

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HAPPY 11th Month DANIELLE! :D:D
11 months is soooo short and fast!
1st anniversary coming soon!
Cant wait for it! :)
Gona be a bang! hahaha!
Lovyou girl! :*
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Woah! there's so much to update!(: and been busy recently and lazy !
look at the tag box and u know people always ask me to update-.-
alright, so lets start with Danielle! <3
She just return from China and got me a WEIRDLY SCARY stuff from China!
Think my bill will shoot up high cause been calling her alot when she's in China.
Hoshi(our hamster) is staying with me for the time being till she settle her stuff at home.
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Anw, i like the new version of this song called 21guns by green day! Its actually for the performance for grammy awards this year. Its Awesome! go listen to it! ;D
its better than the original one i guess.
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anyway, get back to earth!
Here's some update!
i think i gona stop studying in the course im studying no matter if i pass or fail this exams.
i just dont feel this is not my thing. and i know i wont regret:)
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So i might go to other poly or go ite Higher NITEC or go NS before i continue studies.:)
somehow i have already confirm all that already.
thanks danny girl for supporting this idea:)

And I Pee Everywhere I Go. LOL!

Y Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Music Is My Oxygen,

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Its about time i should update this blog.
First things first, HAppy New year People:) This Year celebration was just a minor one.
Hmm, lets see what i shall update today in life.
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To start of with, Let me officially announce that,
I GOT A JOB AT RESORT WORLD SENTOSA! :D :D
The pay over is way much more better than my current job.
Awesomeness man!
Sometimes i do wish to leave my current job but i dont really know what keeping me back from doing that. I really dont. Maybe because of the memories? or Friends? or just plain stupidity?
hmmmm, i wonder too . . . . .
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Next, im intending to go for my diving lesson this month:)
Had been dragging it for a loooooonnnnggggg time man.
It would be nice to dive around in different place for leisure to escape from the world of stressness. I can ask Danielle or My cousin along for the dives :D
IT WOULD BE PERFECT! ;D.
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I've been thinking Lots of Random stuff nowadays!
Let me List it down.
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10 things in Mind.
1)Getting a new phone
2) Need To keep healthy soon
3) Datelines Dateline and dateline
4) What Time to wake up tomorrow?
5) Story Of The Year's song is singing in my head
6) Kite Flying is so fun!
7) Fishing/ Prawning with UWS clique
8) BLPS teh tarik session
9) Need to get a new hobby
10) When am i meeting Danielle?
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yes, i know its like totally random. hahahah!
alright, i'll stop here since tmr HIP HOP is tmr at 8am.
Imagine waking up FREAKING EARLY just to Dance -.-
Totally No comment on that! HAHAHA!
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i do miss you at times
especially today.

And I Pee Everywhere I Go. LOL!

Y Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Music Is My Oxygen,

HeLLo WorLd! :D
Im back to blog! Hmmm. . . thats alot to blog!
1st thing 1st, im 0fficially 19 on 8 nov last week! ;D
Thanks alot to those who wish me ya! :)
But i had an awesome Birthday thanks to MISS DANIELEE SU!
My plan for birthday was just to sleep whole day!
BUT!!!!
Dear came over to my house early in the morning to give me a surprised celebration!
AWESOMENESS!
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The Story goes Like this. . . .
Was sleeping COMFORTABLY untill Dear call and WAKE ME UP early in the morning! -.-
She ask me look out out at my window.
and guess what?? i SAW Her downstairs, very small.
Thought it was just a dream. hahahah!
called her again and she ask me to come down meet her :D
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She FORCED me to come down fast! :O
i havent even bath or brush my teeth! OH-MY-GOD!
so came down LOOKING like zombie!
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Saw Her and she wish me Happy Birthday in person! ;)
She Brought me Breakfast from MAC! woots~!
its Big Breakfat!

Look at me!
Thats how horrible i am!
i think im the worst Looking birthday boy that anyone can get! HAHAHA!
i wana COMPLAIN!
she brought a MEAL with
NO CHILLI
NO STRAW
NO PEPPER!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH!!!
Dont say im evil, she ask me blog this out :P
but its kinda funny! still lov u lots! :*
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After MAC, she Brought out a cake!
Hey Earthlings!
Look at the kind of cake i got!
Isnt it "UNIQUE"? HAHAHAHAHAH!!
its SLANTED and kinda Squash by the way!
and she ask me blog on this too! so dont say im bad! :P
hahakz!

Before Eating up the cake, she light up the cake.i mean I LIGHT UP THE CAKE! :P
Due to technical difficulties, we use like 10 minutes to like up the candle.
and u know whats best?????
i got ONLY ONE candle which takes alot of time to light up!
HAHAHAHAHAH!
She ask me blog that out too! :P
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The cake was nice:D
after the cake, she show me this!

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My 19th birthday prezzie from her :)

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Slowly opening the present(:
guess whats inside?

its a BRAND NEW WALLET!
and its white!
AWESOME! :D :D :D
thanks alot girl! ;* :*
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thats Roughly what happen at the morning of my birthday! :)

see, havent brush teeth my teeth still VERY VERY WHITE! HAHAHAHAH!

.before i leave, the last picture!

p/s: i lov how happy we look in this pic!

lovyoudanielle! :*

And I Pee Everywhere I Go. LOL!